HIM LIVING INSIDE 2
Long ago in a land not so far away lived a young woman who gave her life to Jesus. She finally had purpose and that felt wonderful. She had a Lord who she believed in and she believed loved her and gave His life for her. Her life changed for the better for sure, but a lot of things didn't change and some things even got worse. That young woman was me. Even though I had so much newness in my life and my life was so much better, my head was still full of obsessive fear and my tormenting fears might have actually gotten worse than before. At this point I didn't even know what my feelings were. I didn't feel my feelings at all and I was never sure what I felt about anything. The bible said that the Holy Spirit lived in me and I believed that. I even had comfort knowing that I was in Him and He was in me, but I didn't really know this was true. I didn't know it in my knower. I needed to know it inside of me, but I didn't know how. The reality of Him living in me wa