HOW WE SABOTAGE OUR SUCCESS
Most people don't intentionally mess up their lives but they feel powerless to stop it. I used to be my own worst enemy, but I didn't know it and even when I did know I was doing it, I didn't know how to stop it. I knew that as soon as things were flowing along comfortably in my life, I would get nervous. I couldn't imagine that things were just going to be okay. It made me feel uncomfortable! Somehow I would do something that would throw a wrench into my life situation and cause upset. I didn't do it on purpose, but it just felt uncomfortable to not have intensity going on. I lived in a perpetual state of chaos and it felt uncomfortable or unusual to have it be calm and peaceful. Too much happiness or good things was not something I was comfortable with. People that have never experienced these kinds of problems probably have a hard time understanding how people could need to have problems to be comfortable! When we grow up in a constant state of lack of some