FAITH 3
There was a time that I lived in my head in the future and/or the past. I was never in the present. It is impossible to be present to myself, others or to God if I am living in the future or the past. I didn't realize that if I was living in my head looking at the past or trying to figure out the future and how I was going to make it through something, then I was the one in control. I didn't realize that I lived in my head until the day when my head was so neurotic that I decided I couldn't listen to anything going on up there at all anymore or I was going to really be insane. My thinking about God, others, myself, the world and pretty much anything was all negative and distorted and I had to quit listening to any of it. Somewhere deep inside of me I knew that there was a God and a kingdom that lived within me. I decided I was not going to listen to anything my head was saying to me about God, others, myself and the world but I was going to just live in this moment focuse...